addiction is the worst disease ever.
i miss my ex. it makes me sad that i fell for a different version of him and that he fell for a different version of me. then shit hit the fan.
i’m glad i’m finally clean & sober again but damn, sometimes i wish i could go back in time and be a better influence.
i wish i could help him but it’s gotta be something he wants.
i guess all i can do is keep focusing on myself and staying sober.